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Inside My Hell

by NOVEM

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1.
Make A Mark 02:01
I love how you don't care I could live in your lies And I know I won't make a mark Before I die You said you would be there I can see your disguise And I know I won't make a mark Before I die
2.
LN 103 03:06
I saw your eyes in the dark Lies construed for my art Nothing was the same And you said you wouldn't change But you were Telling me you needed me and leaving And then telling me you needed me And leaving again Why do I believe you Either way that I see you Nothing's changed on my end I'll forgive you without a reason I saw you in the pictures The truth's in my composure You said that you would stay And I told you I'm afraid But you were Telling me you needed me and leaving And then telling me you needed me And leaving again I wanna let you back in I wanna let you back in I don't really need to No, I don't really need to
3.
Isolation 02:00
Tell me isolation is freedom A pattern that I don't wanna be on My eyes, they drained on the floor And the lines became blurry Your eyes, they asked me for more But I can't give anything I need a break from all the testing I wouldn't blame you if you left me Enough of me Enough of me
4.
I will lie in this apartment bed I will never fucking learn I rely on all the words you fed I get nothing in return Me and my friends We won't speak at all I got no time to tell you I got no time chance to show you I will lie in this apartment bed I will never fucking learn I rely on all the words you fed I get nothing in return Me, me and my friends Me, me and my friends We, we won't speak at all We won't speak at all Me and my friends We won't speak at all
5.
As soon as I turned 14 My mom kept telling me over and over again Things are gonna get much bigger than this Theoretically and also literally I couldn't handle that or even this So fuck Making no money Making no headway But I swear that I tried I swear that I tried My therapist looked at me My mom asked "what did you eat?" My therapist looked at me (x2) Making no money Making no headway But I swear that I tried I swear that I tried You told me you'd never leave This body you refused to see This body you refused to feed This body you refused to see
6.
Persona 04:02
I don't think that I'll survive In this bedroom With only me and my Brain my body has consumed I don't want anyone to see this This mess that I've created In a body I've always hated I don't want anyone to see this Now it's too fucking late All I make are mistakes And I got a failed aim Now I'm too fucking gone Every time that I don't own up Takes away from my persona Take this and make it go away This mirror's got some hell to pay This mirror's got some hell to pay Evaluate Tell me I'm not I'm not okay I'm not okay Evaluate
7.
Slip Away 03:44
I've waited The clock is It's covered in dust I've waited But the clock hands They've lost all my trust I've waited I caved in Enough is enough I bet you'll be here when it's all done But I won't be here in the long run 'Cause by then I will have seen the sun And maybe I'll feel like I'm someone Inside my hell I'm not too well Inside my hell I can't love myself Maybe I'll feel like I'm someone Maybe I'll feel like I'm someone Maybe I won't feel like no one Cares if I'm here when they close their eyes But I know I won't find the light I bet you'll be here when it's all done But I won't be here in the long run Inside my hell I'm not too well Inside my hell Can't love myself Love myself

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released October 26, 2018

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